Wow i am really hurting now. How do you deal with realizing your ex bestfriend doesnt give a **** anour you?

My so called best friend and I got into a argument over a misunderstanding overall the whole situation was my fault, for not explaining things clearly, which it came off as a lie. I and apologized a million times, ive done everything to explain things. Its been 4 Months and she has just completly shut me of her life shes moved on and made other friends. I have excepted were no longer friends, but it just hurts that she has just moved on so quickly she seemed to already moved on and made other friends within a week. We were so close and it hurts(or mabe it was in my head), because i thought we were really close friends and this was the first time we got into fight. She is not willing look past it and be friends it sucks. She was suppose to go to my sisters wedding in china and now she doesnt want to go. She made comments ';Like my lifes great anyway'; or ';You have alot of friends so its no that big of a loss'; or randomly telling me ';Her life is great'; I dont know what she tring to say. Is she jealous of me or something? I do have a lot of good things going in my life but i didnt consider her a jealous person. I admitt i acted immaturely but i thought we could get past it but obviously not. She did tell me she was kinda selfish. She has seemed to make it clear she doesnt want to friends. How do i deal with this? How do i get over it? Was she even my friend in the first place?Wow i am really hurting now. How do you deal with realizing your ex bestfriend doesnt give a **** anour you?
We all make mistakes and you have said sorry , nothing more you can do about it.





You have to accept this and move on like she has.





It hurts because you care about her and it feels like she doesnt care about the friendship you had, i cant answer fully as i dont know what you fell out about and like you said if its your fault learn from it :)Wow i am really hurting now. How do you deal with realizing your ex bestfriend doesnt give a **** anour you?
She just doesn't value your friendship I guess. It hurts but move on... You said sorry and sincerely tried to fix things, but she didn't want to. Just cut off contact and move on, avoid seeing her and stuff, then she can't say things that hurt you anymore. Remember she lost a good friend in you even if she doesn't realize it and she's missing out